i’m telling you,
don’t fall for a girl like me.
i’ll tell you that i love you,
kiss you when you need it most,
and make you feel more wanted than you’ve ever felt before.
but i’ll be your downfall.
you’ll put your guard down.
you’ll trust me without hesitation.
you’ll teach me your insides and outs.
you’ll tell me things you never thought you could say aloud.
and in my way of royally fucking over everyone i know,
i’ll ruin you.
Are you ever just overwhelmed by the horrifying thought that maybe, nobody ACTUALLY wants you around? And it’s not that you think everyone hates you, but it’s just that you’re not special to anyone? And that its really kind of sucky that you’re about 98% sure that nobody thinks “Wow, I just really like talking to her.” and that you could probably just disappear without anyone caring that much?